Saturday, March 29, 2008

Everybody's looking for that something. One thing that makes it all complete. You'll find it in the deepest friendship... maybe... you can find it in anything else... The kind you cherish all your life... And when you know how much that means... you've found that special thing... you're flying without wings. But I still need them...



http://anitathesims2.com/JustLikeHeaven.mp3

Saturday, March 22, 2008

All this time I'm distracted from the world. All I need is here... try and find a way to say the things... Yeah, I know, I don't hear you, I don't see you, I can't feel you... You know, it's almost always my fault, communication is such a let down. I ain't proud of my behaviour. Yeah I know that I push you... but I still miss you... and I don´t know why...


http://anitathesims2.com/WhenYoureGone.mp3

Monday, March 17, 2008

The enemy is after me again... Afraid of the sea and whats down there. I need to sleep... It´s been a whole week.. Cos tears keep falling into my eyelashes... My bones keep breaking... Tearing me away from the quiet... The silence of my soul, of my soul from the quiet. Night time, gruelling, just time to waste. The world´s killing me, leave scarring on my face... Cos I never, ever, ever fall into sleep? And I´ve never ever ever felt so weak. All mistakes in the past I try and shut it out... I need the voice of a good friend. Iam afraid of everything... Everything, everything's gone wild.

Love you, daddy... I hope that you´ll back home soon...


http://anitathesims2.com/BridgeScene.mp3

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I LOVE YOU, DADDY... I HOPE THAT YOU´LL BE ALRIGHT SOON...
Iam so afraid of you... :´o(


I watched you change, I never knew... You were so true, too good to be true. I trusted you, and fell apart again. I cannot change the fact... I was denied... Shatter my emotions... take them all away... It´s THE END... and Iam so happy that´s over. You said truth but I can feel only betray in your words...

Iam so lucky without you... It was waste of time!

http://anitathesims2.com/Who.mp3




Thursday, March 13, 2008

I did a stupid thing last night, I called you. A moment of weakness... No, not a moment, more like three months of weakness... I'm one step away from crashing to my knees. One step away from spilling my guts to you.

I did a stupid thing last night, I called you... I 'm doing all right. No, don't feel sorry for me, really, I'm all right. It's the last time, and maybe tomorrow night, will be the last time... maybe is it forever...


Monday, March 10, 2008

Take my vision away... Take the words that I say... Take yourself from me... Can't take what I believe... There's a cloud in the sky... but I ain't gonna cry.


Take the sun from my eyes... I feel the warm further rise... I feel the warm further rise. Let the rain fall down... 'cause I ain't gonna drown. Scratch my face to the sand... I'm a determined woman. I think that Iam looking for smg else...


Sunday, March 9, 2008

Tell me it's a dream... The pain gets worse... Tell me you have seen... The pain gets worse... There we can't regain... It really hurts... Don't make me shout out.


Sunday, March 2, 2008

Find answers on the street... In cracks between my feet... But I can't see... Try so hard in vain .. to wipe away the stain of everyday pain. And I never quite seem to understand why a woman never needs a man... 'Cause a man never understand... You never want to tell me why... I always have to let it by... I always have to take a ride... Always have to drive apart. I miss the absurd love... I miss you my angel.